.::my story::.

scribbled @ 20060121

HEY!!!!
felt guilty n kinda wanna blog.. so here i am... after a really long time.. sorri folks..=P

went back to sydney during the hols after prom.. finally went back after 8yrs.. it's kinda embarrassing i rmb nothing but fragments about everything back there.. for example.. i could remember how my hse n e nursery that i attended looked like.. but in my memory, it was 10 times the actual size.. haha.. the corridor used to be never-ending.. but now it takes no effort to walk from one end to the other.. the tree that my bro n i used to climb used to reach the sky.. now it's juz barely taller then the house.. it felt great refreshing my memories of everything there.. the sky in sydney is so blue that there's not a patch of white anywhere... despite the sun, the weather is so terrific that you wouldnt perspire a single drop of sweat the entire day.. however, a heat wave will hit aus once in a while during summer.. one day during our stay for instance.. the temperature was over 40 degrees ... the wind felt like flame.. the sun literally burns your skin.. it was unbearable.. even the fan blows warm air and made us more uncomfortable..

anyway.. settled my bro's schooling things and he's off to study in sydney in less than 3 wks time.. gonna miss him though he aint that nice to mi as i'm to him and he's quite annoying at times.. haha.. hope he'll ditch his com games that he has been "dating" 24/7 since i can remember and do well in the course that he's enrolled.. hope he'll finally mature and break my mum's heart no more from now on.. hope everything will turn out great for him.. hope he'll miss us as much as we will or even more... hope he wun mix wif the wrong company n get into a whole lot of trouble.. hope he'll do his best.. i noe he wun let us down.. =) we'll see..

sch's started.. got posted to meridian.. which is miles away from my hse.. so not used to waking up early to go to sch.. haha.. coz both my pri n sec sch's really close to my hse.. lik less than 15 min bus ride.. n now i'll hafta take 1 hr+++ to get to sch if my mum cant drive mi.. sigh..

oh wells.. but orientation was a whole lot of fun.. made many many many new frens n met many many many old frens..haha.. old frens---> pri sch frens.. some of whom i didnt recognise till they came to say hi to mi n asked mi whether i remembered them..haha.. so embarrassing.. @'__'@

anyways.. mj turned out to be a lot better than wad i've heard from my bro n his frens... coz of all that "propaganda" .. i went to sch with a super negative attitude towards everything at first.. lik.. i kept telling myself i wun stay after 1st 3 mths.. so i dint really bother abt anything.. but as the orientation went on.. i started to realize it aint that bad as they've described.. n i had loads of fun during the orientation.. learned e sch song( we call it sch anthem) which is unlike any other school's and sounds lik a national day song.. learned 3 1/2 mass dances..(mambo no. 5, livin'la vida loca and accidentally in love, the couple song) and i learned the guy's part for the couple dance..haha.. explored the sch via a game called CSI:MERIDIAN.. went sentosa for amazing race.. though it kept raining and the programme kept being delayed.. we had much fun and my og( CASTOR FIVE) bonded further.. added actions to the school song..haha.. shouted many of the new cheers that we've learned..wet and wild games got us all soaking wet.. plus it was raining.. which adds to the "wetness"... had campfiree which i was forced to act as a pontianak( dunno how to spell....haha...) and did a silly dance infront of e whole cohort.. =S.. and my og frens n i actually sneaked out of school for an hr plus coz we had 3 free periods (2.5 hrs) .. ate brunch and got a cake for zihui, who's in my og.. took the cake back and celebrated her birthday after school..

i havent got used to jc life.. which is lectures n tutorials.. and all periods are 50min long.. and we dun haf a permanant classroom.. which means we'll hafta carry our bags where ever we go.. for those who haf classmates taking different combi of subs.. they'll haf free periods and their days tend to be longer.. but lucky for my, my whole cg takes the same combi.. so i end quite early everyday.. they haf dis stupid rule that no one's suppose to leave the school before 1.05pm.. regardness of whether your lessons end before that.. but no one follows that rule..haha.. anyway.. i think e sch library is a cool place to hang around in.. we can borrow vcds/dvds in watch them either in school or we can actually rent them home.. plus there are 2 discussion rooms for students to rent.. one of which haf a dvd player... n there are many many tables on both levels.. so can go dere to study as n when u like..that was the place i went when i skipped lesson for the 1st time... hmm.. 1 thing i dun lik abt the sch.. the CANTEEN FOOD.. wah.. it sucks la.. sigh.. so ex.. yet so gross.. oh wells.. luckily they haf the new "perkafe" which sells ice-cream..haha..

now i have dilemma on whether i would stay in mj after 1st 3 mths... i noe for sure that i'll go vj if i made the mark.. but wad if i didnt do well enough n both vj n tj dun accept mi? shd i appeal to vj or go to nyjc as i've previously planned or stay in mj? tough choice.. argh.. guess i'll juz hafta wait till the day i get my results den decide.. sigh.. but for now...

EARLY MORNING LATE AT NIGHT
CASTOR CHARGES OUT TO FIGHT
ALL UNITED ACT AS ONE
WE'LL WIN THE WAR THIS TIME
CASTOR WILL WIN THE WAR
CASTOR WILL WIN THE WAR
CASTOR WILL WIN THE WAR
WOOSH...

FEEL THE FLAMES OF OUR DREAMS
BURN FOREVER
AS OUR JOURNEY HERE BEGINS
WE'RE TOGETHER
WITH EACH STEP WE TAKE WE'LL KNOW
STRENGTH TO STRENGTH WE'LL GROW
AS WE SET OURSELVES APART

FACING CHALLENGES AHEAD
WE'LL OVERCOME
WITH PASSION FERVOUR WE WILL STRIVE
SPREAD OUR WINGS AND FLY
WE WILL REACH THE HIGHEST STAR
THROUGH MERIDIAN
AND OUR HOPES AND DREAMS WILL SHINE

BORN WITH A VISION TO BE THE BEST
RISING ABOVE THE REST
WE SPEAK WITH ONE CLEAR VOICE
AS THIS IS OUR CHOICE
COZ WE'RE

BORN WITH A VISION TO BE THE BEST
RISING ABOVE THE REST
WE SPEAK WITH ONE CLEAR VOICE
YES THIS IS OUR CHOICE
MERIDIAN YES WE WILL BE
THE BEST.....

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